Two years ago, my first pregnancy. Then an early miscarriage.
Someone loved me enough to come and shake my life at it’s very foundation. She flew in and opened my heart for a kind of love I did not know before. Within one single moment, when I knew that she was coming, my life changed completely.
When she left, so soon, I remained forever changed inside. But now I was drowning in anger and sadness.
She forced me into my own trembling roots. But they were surrounded by the most painful fog. I had to really see. Really feel. Really be in whatever asked my attention. She brought me back to my power. The hot, burning glow of life force and intuition within me. The one I had sold too cheaply on life’s confusing roads.
She is still with me in this sense, her gift to me was enormous. My life is deeper, bigger and more colourful because of her.
Even someone who is only with you for a moment, can transform your heart fundamentally.
To you, who came to me. I love you endlessly. You have touched my soul and my heart in ways that no one could. I am a more beautiful human being because of it. I take your gifts with me, they are forever engraved in the mosaic of my heart. Your colours now live and dance freely within me.
All my Love,